Havent really wrote in this thing in a few days nothing much going on besides the whole christmas thing going on as usual. My brother has caught some sort of sickness he coughs like crazy. mel she always has something wrong with her complaning ass. Go figure neways just wanted to say hey to everyone.

Past few days have been very calm and easy going around my house. Ive been kicking back , Applying for jobs close by on snagajob.com or monster. Monster as usual has nothing good. Also setting up doctor appointments and finishing up gift wrapping and our christmas tree is all done and sparkles with color and lots of love. Im also waiting on madian about the hair peices she said she had to redo them cause she sold the other pair. So im getting a fresh new set wooo. She also said they'd be here before christmas so I'll be able to wear them around and about. Mel is doing great in her new job at dennys. I do believe she makes 7 bucks an hour as a hostess. I was also in a cleaning mood today, Dont you love it when you get to cleaning and you just cant stop. Well happy holidays to all & god bless you.

 Much Love

Christmas is almost here and my house shows it. Candy canes and all the beautiful lights. I just never realized how much I really loved being around the holidays and my family. Looking at the christmas tree with all the colors and bulbs puts a smile on my face. Ive also been looking for new places to chat to new people. Seems I really dont like yahoo anymore so I tried going back to my deviantart fourms and chat rooms and trying the aim rooms I use to go to. Onchat im thinking about cause its a digital chat where you move all these little dolls. Some what like a virtual world I guess you would put it.

Ive also slept for two days and a half. I really think the holidays are making me tired. Well my prayers stay with all.

Love crystal

Much love

Well my friend robin and I went to the adult school they said I only need ten classes to finish and earn my diaploma. Here's hoping I get done quickly robin has six that she needs to complete. Ive also been having a hard time with my sister and one of my friends. It always seems around the holidays people are really mean and say things they shouldnt. I imagen holidays with sweet and nice things said to each other and how you enjoy others company with smiles and hugs. Kinda corny I know but I love the feeling. Sence of want I suppose you call it.

Now to those with sick humor of those who like happy tree friends. Its called bunny love but dont be fooled. http://www.deviantart.com/view/22919541/

Well tomarrow morning im off to start my classes. Talk to you all sometime later.

Much Love

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Today was just another one of those boring days. Waking up in the afternoon is really starting to get to me. Ive applied at a few jobs. They are building a cuple new stores by food 4 less. I do believe its a starbucks,ihop, some cell phone company and a few others. They should be done by this summer at the most. Im looking everywhere I possibly can thats hiring for seasonal full or part time. Monday Im a buzy bee 8am-10am with the doctors than with adult school finishing up with getting my diaploma and everything. 19 and not having it bothers me. Ive went from so many schools to keep up half of the time.

Well i got in a mood today where I just didnt wanna be bothered. I really dont like these mood swings Im having. Im usually the teddy bear of the bunch. I really hope this isnt my depression doing it. But ive been listening to some good old classic rock and some of my gothic bands to relax me.

Tomarrow were suppose to pick up a christmas tree than let it set and calm. Than its decorating time *woo* the tree is my fav. part of the holiday. Family sitting around the tree hanging out by the fireplace putting the balls and tinsil up. good times.

Id like to also add a little remembrance for my cat ozzy. His death was about around this time I just like to say I miss him and I love him so much & heres a little picture of him for you guys to view & smile over if you like cats.

Much love

xoxox

Im finishing school Ive already have my plans for collage and a place for me and my best friend robin. Me and her are looking for a three bedroom apartment. She says she really dosent want her son sleeping in the same room anymore. She still lives with her mom and her son has autism. He's so cute when he gets hyper she laughes,smiles and runs around. Tomarrow me , mom , shawn , bob and tony all plan to go to the movies. But first between 8am-10am I have to go to the doctors. To get evluated to see how they can help me with my depression.

I also wanted to show all my buddies the cool new pony falls im getting for christmas. Im taking a break from all my dred falls for sometime and trying something new and something " I " like for a change. People keep telling me they want to see me back into my red n black bangs agian. Guess what people Im not doing it for you ! Ha ! Im such a bitch sometimes *lol*

Arnt they sexy ! I just love them. I cant wait till I get them. Im gonna dress up in my nice black sweater and some jeans and see if robin whats to get our pictures done with these in my hair.

oxo Much Love xox